Not exactly sure where to start. So much has happened I’ve  been absent from my blog. A lot of good, some bad, some just….meh. I have several drafted posts that were never published. I had a really hard time expressing myself publicly through writing. But I’m not going to start in on that subject. I know I’ve gone in a direction that doesn’t suit me. I’m focusing too much on keeping up with the Joneses rather than doing what I LOVE MOST and that has made me really unhappy. It puts me in neutral when I’m comparing myself to these successful makers. But then it also fuels me. Inspiration is a great thing.  I think I got sort of scatter brained and started working on things that made no sense I wasted my time trying to please the people around me doing what they want me to do im such a meek.I lost my focus of keeping things simple and producing items that I love.